Monday, March 17, 2014

A Testament: Prologue: Separation

I struggled with self-identity and with the darkness within me. I hated myself so much, I saw so little value in myself. I based it off how I perceived others saw me. I felt guilt, disgust, repulsion. 

And some days, I still do feel guilt. I still show hate. I still release my anger on others. But I have also found peace, forgiveness, reassurance, deep love, and hope. 


I am, have been and will be on a journey. I will not be fully defined until I come to that journey's end, and I will constantly change through walks of life. 

(tbc)

~~~~~~

Little Note: 
I want to begin recording my testament, for a few reasons. 
• To encourage my fellow siblings in Christ, and share my heart, experiences, and my struggles... 
• To bring myself a better level of awareness of how God has worked in my life, and is working in my life
• To be a witness to the rest of those who I will meet in this time of life. 
• And so on and more as it will come. (: 

Don't know how far I will get, and this will take a while. But its something to start on. (: